t o / b e / m y s e l f

i will never be what you wanted be to be
not because i don't love you
but just because i'm me
i have come to realize my personality
i will never be the one that sits on maidens hill
i will never be the one that goes in for the kill
all these things i'll never do
not against my will
just like in the matrix
it's time to choose my pill
fall from a broken shelf
hate me to be myself (x2)
i will never be the one to look you in the eye
i will never hold back tears so you won't see me cry
all these things i cannot do
beg the question why
just like in the movies
creating one big lie
fall from a broken shelf
hate me to be myself (x2)

i ' l l / b e / a l r i g h t

two more steps to the windows ledge
i'm about to go
will i float or will i fall?
i'm about to know
falling now to the death of me
i'm about to see
what its like to be
all eternity (x2)
all i need is a little more time (x2)
and i will be alright (x2)
i'll be alright
all of eternity
i'll be alright
need just a little more time (x2)
time goes by and my life has changed
although it looks the same
i'm a better man
for smiling in the rain
falling now on top of me
beading on my skin
i'll be dry again
standing on the sand (x2)
all i need is a little more time (x2)
and i will be alright (x2)
i'll be alright
all of eternity
i'll be alright
need just a little more time (x2)

It's Happening Again

So traumatized
Self analyzed
Closing my eyes
It's happening again.
I can't speak my mind
The words are hard to find
Where to draw the line?
It's happening again.
Suddenly I'm home
Suddenly I'm home again.
A downward spiral that I don't know
Help me get out of it before I go
Before I go down.
I lie beneath the sky
Thoughts pass me by
Can't figure out why
It's happening again.
I can't feel my soul
I feel black as coal
I lost all my goals
It's happening again.
Suddenly I'm home
Suddenly I'm home again
A downward spiral that I don't know
Help me get out of it before I go
Before I go down
Silently listening, like a glistening stone
Silently listening, like a thistle on a throne
Silently listening, like the gristle on a bone
Suddenly I'm home
Suddenly I'm home again.

HERE I AM

Hate me if you want to
Love me if you need to
Take me if you want me
I don't mind
Kiss me if you'd like to
Touch me if you need to
Scar me if you want to
It's ok
Miss me if you need to
Join me if you want to
Forget me if you have to
I don't mind
Haunt me if you have to
Tease me if you need to
Fuck me if you like to
I'm right here
Here I am
(Whispers)
Fool me if you want to
Use me if you have to
Tell me that you like me
It's ok
See me if you want to
Trust me if you need to
Hunt me if you like to
I don't mind
Bore me if you want to
Ignore me if you have to
Taste me if you need to
It's ok
Help me if you want to
Leave me if you need to
Listen if you care to
I'm right here
Here I am
Here I am